There's this day that I won't forget, and that day is when I got to know the person whom now I treated him as a complete stranger.. I never imagined that my feelings for him grew deeper and that isn't normal 'coz it's a feeling of love.. I hated loving people since it all ends up on heartaches.. I do forbid myself on doing that but then I just can't able to stop falling for a person whose been so close to me...
My life changed since we had that so-called "m.u." thingy.. I don't know if I would regret on knowing him or I may be happy for being strong after that incident.. But really, it all changed.. I started to became more judicious on choosing guys to hang-out with, but then I can't do that at the same time because I treat them all as my friends, and since they are my friends that would be hard for me to be apart from them just because of the trauma I had with that person..
After a year of knowing him, I started to move on slowly and indeed I moved on and forget every little event that occured when I was with him.. I found myself falling again for another person which is a friend of mine.. Life's always like this, we broke our friendship just because of some stupid feelings I had for him since he's just like someone who is also very close to me.. But even so, I know that it's just a mear trial...
